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I feel suicidal.

I'm not actually suicidal.

I guess thats an important difference. I feel tired of it all. I just want to be at peace, want to not be lost in the void that is my mind these days. I dont want to have to fake being happy anymore, and I dont want to see happy people.

I guess the thought of going to a desert isle with just The Bun and Button is the best one yet. All alone, away from the whole world.

I'm tired.

I tired of the world.

I'm tired of feeling alone, and left behind.