Awwww-ness.

Look at our little dude.

He's quite possibly the cutest lil bun ever.

Its amazing how full he makes our lives. And all he wants back is a little love. And a lot of Kibble.

I still dont understand how someone could abandon him. I just... dont.

Cutest. Thing. Ever.

From Bunny Cuteness

Soo... Davis is eating Kibble on the couch... and he gets done... and he goes to hop down... and a flurry of hairs fly off him... just like in the cartoons, when the cartoon leaves and the cloud is all thats left... like that... only cuter.

At the End of the Day

At the end of the day
when all the trials of life
seem too much to bear
and the shape of the world
yet to be is unclear

I know you're there
holding me steady
pushing me forward
pulling me from the edge

At the end of the day,
when the world is to much
and the road ahead is twisted
I know you're with me
and we'll get through
to the other side of life
together, side by side

At the end of the day
when my thoughts are full
of things undone and words unsaid

At the end of the day
there's only you and me
In my mind
In my heart
In my soul

At the end of the day,
At the start of the day,
and every second between,
I love you

And at the end of the day,
I find I love you more
than I did at the start

-SED 4/24/07

Grrr!

The down side of doing a good thing is there is always the reward. And its usually not a nice one.

We canceled our cable. We really didnt use it. Not really. But of course, now that Heroes has returned... I want my cable back! Whine!

Oh well, thank the non-existent gods for iTunes.

The odd thing...

I really like getting up early. Its nice, its relaxing. And I dont have to rush around.

And I like to work out in the morning. I feel more energetic.

That is all.

On other fronts....

I need to go to bed.

Remember that now.

1) Working out - I'm trying to get back into going. I was doing really awesome there for a while and then I got sidetracked... and then more, and then... well, it was bad. So I'm trying to go back again. I just need to go. So I need to go to bed instead of writing this. But here I am...

2)The Wedding (debacle) - My mom is a pain in my ass. If there was only a way I could brainwash her so I only have to deal with her when I want to... life would be so much easier. She wrote me an email about how the rehearsal dinner was her responsibility, and she was going to have a picnic, by god, cheerio! No, really, she ended her smarmy little blip with cheerio. So I told her off... and she hasnt responded in a week. Over a week now. I dunno. Anyways.

3) School - I need to find out what I should be doing now. And I need to work on getting some scholarships or something.

4) Life - I've been depressed again. I cant get back in my happy state. I'm sure its the above and more, and whatever else, but I just cant... switch it on. I'm hurting Katie. I'm hurting me. And I dont know how to stop being sad.

Its funny how you never realize your house has become a home, just like everyone else's. Until that is, you see a picture of your place, and you realize its just like everyone else's.

I love this place. I love living here. I dont want to leave it. I dont want to leave our life here.

I know when we get to Edwardsville, and we get moved in, and time passes, I'll be home there. I know that. But right now, I'm home. And I'm leaving it. Again.

I've lived in 7 places that I can think of since I was born. I've only truly called two of them home, and this is one of them. Its like an old friend that you're moving away from.

Ultimatly, I just want a home. And not move. Ever again. I want to settle down, have kids, raise them, get rid of them and grow into the irrasable cranky old man I've been working towards.

Oh, and I want a porch, dammit.